[ valentine's day is a stupid day, but if it hadn't been for jem, he wouldn't have known about it, and thus wouldn't have been able to judge it incredibly. he doesn't know how to show jem he appreciates her friendship, aside from taking her out on march 12 to buy her a hotdog and submit himself to her whims. ]
[ either way, bellamy doesn't think much on the fact he's about to show her a side of him she may not know. it's something he learned from mom, a piece of her he hasn't let anyone take from him. on her doorstep is a small cardboard box, no address or stamp on it to say it's gone through the postal service to be delivered. inside, on a christmas tag, she'll see Weenie written across it. and inside the box, she'll find a (small) weenie. ]
[MAY, some time following this exchange, some time in the middle of the night, she rolls over in bed and picks up the phone. feelings are bubbling up to the surface and she needs someone to talk to, and since she can't talk about this to Bellamy, she texts her other closest friend in the city, the one person who knows about this part officially:]
hi i decided i'm expunging my feelings for certain unnamed wieners asap bc i'm awesome and i deserve people who can't WAIT to make out with me not people who're scared to because they wanna leave
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