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[medals]

no i won't, you think someone's cooler than me :(

oh that's cool
just ask her out ffs. you are literally here to get laid. go get laid

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[ex_outofcontrol435]

i never even said that
i just don't have a crush on you
that's a good thing
i'd mostly hate you right now if i did

not that
i don't hate her
but it's awkward and shit, it's not that easy
this is what crushes do

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[medals]

very rude

ok what you do is ask her over to netflix and chill
and then you subtly go in for a cuddle

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[ex_outofcontrol435]

I KNOW HOW TO PUT THE MOVES ON SOMEONE

[He's made a huge mistake.]

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[medals]

THEN DO IT

[yes he has]

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[ex_outofcontrol435]

fine
fine i'm going to
forget all the crush bullshit
i'm just gonna do it

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[medals]

were you this much of a nerd before

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[ex_outofcontrol435]

and in the meantime
i'm never talking to you again

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[medals]

well that's a lie

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[ex_outofcontrol435]

i came to you for help
what the hell good have you been?

[medals]

you at the start of this conversation: weak
you now: making moves

[ex_outofcontrol435]

i wasn't WEAK
i'm not weak
i just don't want this shit getting out of control

[medals]

okay realistically speaking do you want this to go anywhere?

ok because real talk, i guess
it can really, really hurt. i thought i was ready for it being temporary and i really, really was not. i don't even how i'd take petre leaving now.

[ex_outofcontrol435]

real talk?
i've never had anything go anywhere
i don't know what it fucking looks like except from the outside
long term, temporary, whatever
never happened

[medals]

ask her out.

you don't have any history with her. it's uncomplicated.
see where it goes.

[ex_outofcontrol435]

i wanted to get rid of this

but if it's just a date
i can do that

[medals]

you can't switch off your feelings, unfortunately.

[ex_outofcontrol435]

yeah, i know that much
now i'm just running straight for them
shows how much i learned

[medals]

well if it all goes tits up you can come and get smashed at petre's house with me
he'll probably be unconscious

[ex_outofcontrol435]

has he been sober yet
at all, for like a second

[medals]

yeah on his birthday
but mostly because i took him by surprise with plans

and he had to get it up so

should i stage an intervention???

[ex_outofcontrol435]

i saw him when he was pretty fucked up
he had it bad for that guy, huh

[medals]

it's complicated

i don't think cole really knew how deep it went with petre? they were completely different with one another than they were with me

[ex_outofcontrol435]

he doesn't seem like that deep a guy
i know i don't know him that well but he doesn't
he didn't anyway

i dunno
i never even met this guy
i just know a bunch of people went off the deep end when he left

[medals]

i wouldn't call him deep but he's
you know
not all shallow and full of shit all of the time?

yeah he helped people a lot here. he helped me a lot. we just
talked about stuff all the time. he let me come over at arse o'clock if i had a nightmare, no matter what. he just understood all my shit and i think i got most of his.
i never had that before with someone who wasn't actually a cunt deep down.

and i know he did all that for other people too, but does it make me a bad person if i don't give a shit about them?