what else? relationship shit? this is my first one so idk what the fuck i’m doing but like what’s going through your head rn, bc we fucked up but… should we all be asking? telling?
ok but we can't always control that shit? you're right. we should talk about it but it's not like --- people plan feelings( trying really hard not to mention the irony of feelings here and the elephants not in the room )
no one's questioning how we feel about each other, right?
getting to know someone else doesn't change how i feel about you! fuck, i just dragged you out of your exes room before he could eat you again! you know how i feel about YOU.
[ Insane. Deranged. They're the same fucked up little neurosis; she's a calm, reassuring weight. ]
( not tactfully added immediately after: )so billy and i are just the utter heartless assholes here just waiting for the chase to drop u for no good reason at all?
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baby
i love you
billy loves you
the only person we want to go home to is you so there’s no regrouping with anyone else ( NO ONE ARGUE WITH HIM RN ) you’re number 1
so can we all come home and actually talk in person instead of this ( before he stalks off and cries about it ) because we need to talk about this
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OBVIOUSLY i love you???
[ why are they talking about this?? this way??? ]
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i wanna say sorry in person
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why am i the ONLY ONE who thought to ask or talk about it. first of all.
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did i cheat on you??
[ Because he didn't think he was!!!! ]
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fuck. fuck
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that's not FAIR.
you know how i feel about you.
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no one's questioning how we feel about each other, right?
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[girl]
and sure, you love me, but what happens when you love someone else
[more.]
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and i don't love them more than i love you.
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getting to know someone else doesn't change how i feel about you! fuck, i just dragged you out of your exes room before he could eat you again! you know how i feel about YOU.
[ Insane. Deranged. They're the same fucked up little neurosis; she's a calm, reassuring weight. ]
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what about in
what, three months? one? when you realise you have someone better or
saner?
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i think it's pretty clear we both want you now and for the foreseeable future
and who's to say you're not going to be the one to decide to kick someone out of the party and one of us is on the cutting board?
we can't live like that-- that's not fucking fair, jem
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sane. prettier.
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Extraordinarily less tactful than Edward: ] jem. shut up. i'm not dropping you for whatever the 'hot new thing' is. this isn't how this works.
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[lol, lmao even]
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nervous laughter about where all this is going
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