( okay. okay. that's all a lot. yeah, it is. so he takes a breath before he thinks anything back. )i don't know? he could have been trying to scare me off for all i know, but i still asked for one of the 19 rings anyway. either way he's someone i trust here, a friend
and hey. it's not hurting anyone, is it? like... yeah. it's a lot. and, yeah, probably fucked up for me to not be freaking out like you're telling me you haven't seen star wars, but does it feel wrong?
you deserve a little family, baby. a place to feel safe. i'm happy for you, you know? if it's what you want
[completely the WRONG THING to he taking away from this:]
did john give you a RING? >:(( i want a ring!
you’re like family too, you know. you and billy. i don’t know, i think it’s - it’s just what we do. but you both make me feel safe too. like i know i can trust you.
no, i have to play my cards right to an actual one :(
we're the in-laws? extended family? then that's what it is it's a thing you, we do whatever -- kinda adds a new risky fucked up twist to it i'm not judging, never will unless it's music and movie taste i'm gonna go on a limb and say we both feel the same, i know i do
you’re mine, you know? they know that. :) same way i’m yours and Billy’s.
i don’t think it’s fucked up if you wanted john more after he told you that by the way i probably would, if he told me. it’s like being trusted with something even if the something is terrible.
yeah, you're mine ( it's not just the fact he's fed on her blood that has him thinking the same thing. not anymore. )and i'm yours. it's that simple, even with all the other parts, you've got a piece of me.
.... yeah it's being told something, trusted. wanted in a weird way even if it's fucked up, i'd rather know? you know? i'm so tired of people lying and bullshit, my actual old man fucked me up enough with that
the thing is... i don't know if this place is actually fucking me up more. i think i've always been this way, a little. just waiting to claw my face off to figure out what's underneath
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eddie's changed too ) i pledged allegiance and told john to woo me over even after he told me he's cut guys open and nutted off in their guts, jem
i can't throw stones
( also mortifying to say )
what's the other kind of daddy mean?
cw: pseudo incest, cannibalism mention, murder, eroticised gore
a little breathless? a little still? a little something surprised?]
he has?
i’m. i mean, eddie, i ran away with a boy who murders and eats people. i’m not judging. i just didn’t know he’d done that.
sometimes
more often, actually.
i’m
i’m his daughter, and he
and he fucks me anyway.
he and house. and pretty much all the time danny calls me his sister and does the same.
i know that’s. that’s fucked up. but it feels a little like family.
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and hey. it's not hurting anyone, is it? like... yeah. it's a lot. and, yeah, probably fucked up for me to not be freaking out like you're telling me you haven't seen star wars, but does it feel wrong?
you deserve a little family, baby. a place to feel safe. i'm happy for you, you know? if it's what you want
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did john give you a RING? >:(( i want a ring!
you’re like family too, you know. you and billy.
i don’t know, i think it’s - it’s just what we do.
but you both make me feel safe too. like i know i can trust you.
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we're the in-laws? extended family?
then that's what it is
it's a thing you, we do whatever -- kinda adds a new risky fucked up twist to it
i'm not judging, never will unless it's music and movie taste
i'm gonna go on a limb and say we both feel the same, i know i do
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you’re my [boyfriends. hershershershers -]
you’re mine, you know? they know that. :) same way i’m yours and Billy’s.
i don’t think it’s fucked up if you wanted john more after he told you that by the way
i probably would, if he told me.
it’s like being trusted with something
even if the something is terrible.
cw: vampirism, blood things
yeah, you're mine ( it's not just the fact he's fed on her blood that has him thinking the same thing. not anymore. ) and i'm yours. it's that simple, even with all the other parts, you've got a piece of me.
.... yeah
it's being told something, trusted. wanted in a weird way
even if it's fucked up, i'd rather know? you know?
i'm so tired of people lying and bullshit, my actual old man fucked me up enough with that
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[she feels - well! something! ]
maybe we are a little fucked up. i think you probably have to be to survive here.
cw: self mutilation
the thing is... i don't know if this place is actually fucking me up more. i think i've always been this way, a little. just waiting to claw my face off to figure out what's underneath
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i think maybe we want to be?
idk.
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i’m tired of looking out for little sheep that aren’t my own
idk either
i don’t think we have to know
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:)
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something just us, something between neutral good and chaotic neutral
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it works
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mine.
:)
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and you're mine
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but u are mine
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okay
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:)
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