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oh my god eddie you can’t be serious


obviously he’s sweeter
he’s a big sensitive sweetheart

[guitarpicks]

i mean yeah?
sorry? gross?

or secretly sneaking sweets between the workouts
actually idk if that changes anything

[medals]

i feel like it has to be
right?

his thoughts feel like salt water sweets
like golden syrup
it’s nice

cw: period talk ig we should warn for that?

[guitarpicks]

it's just blood?
thicker but like...
and okay it's not totally just a vampire thing

yeah, that's kind of what he tasted like
like a languid, summer day

cw: continued menstrual chat

[medals]

i’ve never.
done that. not even with p and he - he drank blood, too.


yeah, that’s it.
he feels warm, you know? safe.

[guitarpicks]

would you want to?
i get it's a lot and like... intimate
so you can tell me to fuck off for even asking

you deserve that, jems
someone who feels like home

[medals]

we can talk about it when you’re not about to put holes in danny

you feel that way too, you know
safe
:)

[guitarpicks]

or anything in his holes

now that’s just flattery
works on me, you know
but you too
i haven’t felt that in a while

[medals]

[hmmm interesting]


flattery or safe

[guitarpicks]

this place is full of flattery

[medals]

for you maybe
strumpet

[guitarpicks]

don’t strumpet shame me
i’d rather feel safe

[medals]

come home before 10am and i won’t have to!

you know i think our sense of safety might be a little broken
i’m not really a safe person eddie

[guitarpicks]

oh, done. easy

yeah. my sense of it has been fucked up as long as i can remember, i think i felt it when i was a kid. objectively, i know how to make others feel it when i want them to be mine, so i can keep them for just a little longer before they slip away on to something better

you are, i think, for the right people. you’d keep them safe

1/2

[medals]

i try to, you know? i always really try.

2/2

[medals]

- d’you think i’m yours, eddie?

[guitarpicks]

that’s kind of a big part of it

yeah. yeah, i do

[medals]

wow, eddie.
buy a girl dinner first before you decide to get possessive.

[guitarpicks]

i'm fucked up like that and it's communism, i can't buy you anything

i can get creative though to make up for all the times i've made you dinner

[medals]

i like caramel and chocolate

[guitarpicks]

caramel and chocolate? as you wish

hey
someone finally showed up
i'll see you at home, yeah?

[medals]

have a great time, strumpet