[ everything else is temporary soothes some part of her fractured psyche. you are everything comes first, and eases out the vibrating aches in her chest.
she sits with it for a moment, and breathes. she sits with it, and herself and wonders if she’ll ever be … normal. if she’ll ever stop feeling like one day everyone around her will wake up and finally be too exhausted to keep dealing with her. if she’ll ever understand why she keeps feeling that way. (except, she does. ) ]
I love you so much. [ it was so easy for Kieren to leave her, no second thoughts for her or their parents. it was so easy for countless others to leave her in Eudio. it was so easy for Petre to think she was just some insane stranger with an obsession.
she thinks: people leave me all the time. she says: ] This is what I want. You’re what I want.
— voice.
she sits with it for a moment, and breathes. she sits with it, and herself and wonders if she’ll ever be … normal. if she’ll ever stop feeling like one day everyone around her will wake up and finally be too exhausted to keep dealing with her. if she’ll ever understand why she keeps feeling that way. (except, she does. ) ]
I love you so much. [ it was so easy for Kieren to leave her, no second thoughts for her or their parents. it was so easy for countless others to leave her in Eudio. it was so easy for Petre to think she was just some insane stranger with an obsession.
she thinks: people leave me all the time. she says: ] This is what I want. You’re what I want.