[She rests a hand on Billy’s thigh; watches him grab, take, watches Eddie give. Her chest feels so tight with lovelovelove and fearfearfear. Eddie wants control and she’s so afraid to let it go, in case he disappears. In case he goes back to them; in case someone comes to hurt him.
She can give him something to focus on. She can make sure they’re the only things he’ll be able to focus on.
She starts by taking her shirt off. Undoes the buttons one by one and lets the linen slip off her shoulders, bare chest pressing against Billy’s arm when she leans in to murmur against his ear: ] D’you want him to eat you out, baby? You can focus on that, can’t you Eddie?
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She can give him something to focus on. She can make sure they’re the only things he’ll be able to focus on.
She starts by taking her shirt off. Undoes the buttons one by one and lets the linen slip off her shoulders, bare chest pressing against Billy’s arm when she leans in to murmur against his ear: ] D’you want him to eat you out, baby? You can focus on that, can’t you Eddie?