[she's probably about to have a breakdown in his kitchen, but she holds it together as much as she can. when Kieren died, she didn't plan for him coming back. she got angry and terrible and when he did come back (when they a did) she got angrier and even more terrible. she's never accounted for the possibility of this. she saw a future where she'd be forty and wrinkled and Kieren would still be eightteen, the same way he looked before he died. perfectly preserved.
she takes his hand in hers and squeezes. ]
I don't know what to do.
[she's -- she's happy? she thinks. more than happy; beyond happy. she chokes on another laughsob and lifts her other hand to wipe at her eyes.]
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she takes his hand in hers and squeezes. ]
I don't know what to do.
[she's -- she's happy? she thinks. more than happy; beyond happy. she chokes on another laughsob and lifts her other hand to wipe at her eyes.]