[MAY, some time following this exchange, some time in the middle of the night, she rolls over in bed and picks up the phone. feelings are bubbling up to the surface and she needs someone to talk to, and since she can't talk about this to Bellamy, she texts her other closest friend in the city, the one person who knows about this part officially:]
hi i decided i'm expunging my feelings for certain unnamed wieners asap bc i'm awesome and i deserve people who can't WAIT to make out with me not people who're scared to because they wanna leave
text;
hi
i decided
i'm expunging my feelings for certain unnamed wieners asap
bc i'm awesome and i deserve people who can't WAIT to make out with me
not people who're scared to because they wanna leave