I'll get back round to the point, shall I? [It's said with a little laugh.] I've never wanted to do this, and now I do, and it's because this amazing bloke's said he loves me. I just don't know if that's the right reason. And it's still - huge, I don't even know if it's the right thing to do in a place like this. If I'm ever going to get attached, should it be when I know I'm leaving?