Seeing him again. [Another one of those terse laughs.] I got something for sleep too, but I didn't fill it yet. He says -

[This is where it gets harder. Deeper.]

- he says I try to help people 'cause I've got Survivor's Guilt. It means I don't feel like I deserved to live when so many people didn't. Starting with my dad. That's why I was ready to stop existing to bring 'em back, and now I put other people with the same shit over me. They deserve it more.